Bulen Puasa

Well the thing about fasting is that you can't eat and when you see the food being eaten by someone who is not fasting you feel like its not fair.well actually the main thing that i was here to blog about is the other day in school,my malay teahcer took us to the computer lab because exam was over.he said not to go to youtube or play games but i secretly disobey him and played battleon.the part is that this boy sitting opposite me (his name is raaid)went and took a peak at my computer.at that time i was doing my private stuff.the point is that not all boys go and check on girls like that and he kept doing it alot of tome.mabye because i was acting suspiciously and attracted attention.whatever!?i am really attracted easily so that's why i stay away from peaple alot.i feel very sad that i have to act that way.please god help me.