life

Well as for me.I have a lot of isues.I really like mirza but he does not like me,he likes afiqah.I also like ali,but he likes sabrina.I also like reeduan but,he likes rhadiyanna.No one likes me.well i think so.some nerds i don't like are after me and i don't like it very much.my mother is annoiing and my sister is so ething that no one can immagine and my brother is a total butthead.well my father is some time bad but at least he is like an angle,at least that's what my mother told us.now i really have alot of problems.I want mirza to like me but it's not that simple.he does not care about anything,he always gets scolded but yet i still like him because of his good attitude or helping and comforting others.i just wished that some people would understand me so that they can help me.I don;t want to tell my parents,I do'nt trust anyone and I will not tell anyone about this.anyway why shoul i.i am pouring out my feelings here roght now.any people are sometime real push-overs and not relliable,bostfuland uhh!just can't say it right now.you know this is my private blogspot right?I like to blog here and know one knows abput it.i reakky love mirza.he is so handsome and cute and fast and every thing i want.well almost enery thing.to tell you the truth,alot of boys like me its just thata i have know feelings for them.actually only abit.i really deserve this.i think i should concentrate on studying and not to flert around until i am big and responsible enough to do so.